just friends........


Okay......I know this is another theraputic blog post. Rest assured its the last one. She called me up just now. Apparently in my drunken stupor last night, I managed to type a very long and informative message which I then sent to her. There was a bit of shouting here and there and a bit of sniffling thrown in for good measure. Sorted out our problems and came to the conclusion that "we" will never be, and that I should just get over her. She lovingly reassures me that she does "like" me alot and its just that she is not in a position to commit because of other shit thats going on in her life. I was just silent most of the time.....was just happy to finally hear her voice after a long time. God....what's wrong with me!? Why the fuck do I like her so much? Just another one of those questions in my life to which the answer will never be known. It's over. The end. Fin. Kapput. *closes eyes and takes a deep breath* It's her loss not mine. I hope she sorts out her life. Maybe in another time and place, "we" could have been or will be? Ya never know. Nice knowing you....

thephatone